Fortress of Solitude

Tuhan,

Sungguh indah rancangan hidup yang Kau berikan padaku. Tak sopan rasanya jika aku meminta lepas dari penderitaan ini. Maka, kuminta keberanian dan daya tahan untuk dapat menjalani semua …

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Kemarin, seorang sahabatku bilang … “I’ll give you the time limit. And the limit is 28!!!”

WHAT THE HELL???

Angry Mode : ON

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Yang jelas, hari ini melelahkan. Sangat melelahkan. Padahal ga ada alasan apa-apa, hanya memang hari ini melelahkan. Itu saja …

WAIT!!!!

Hhhmmm …

Mungkin karna aku lelah dengan ketidakpastian itu. Mungkin karna aku lelah dengan ketidakpedulian itu. Mungkin aku lelah dengan pikiran-pikiran  itu. Mungkin aku lelah dengan harapan kosong itu. Mungkin aku lelah dengan suara itu. Mungkin aku lelah denganmu …

Aku lelah menginginkanmu …

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Kutu kupret. Kadal buntung. Kecoa ngidam. Beruang madu. Kurang ajar. Kaga sopan!!!!

Sebenernya sapa yang ribut depan Net? Anak-anak mabok? Ato malah bapak-bapak ga tau diri? Ato malahan elo ma si agung yang ribut? Bikin kuatir ajeeeeeee …. Ngeselin! Muke lo jauh! Muke lo demek … Jelek!!!!!!!

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“Paula DeAnda - Walk Away, Andra&The Backbone - Hitamku, Dewiq - Bete, Jordin Sparks - Once Step At The Time, Peterpan - Sally Sendiri …”

All these songs played at my playlist now, while i’m blogging. Entah kenapa, dari semua lagu itu lagu terakhir yang bikin gue sedih banget, makes my mood us and down (Tolol!!! Knp ga di delete coba?? Hehehe) Padahal ga ada kejadian yang fatal dari lagu ini, toh gue ga jungkir balik banget nyari ni lagu, ga segitu cintanya sama peterpan, ato pun ga di DUMP sama lelaki pake lagu ini …

Tapi memang lagu ini ngingetin gue sama seseorang yang udah memberikan lagu ini buat orang yang udah nyakitin dia. Awalnya gue pikir ni lagu ga terlalu sadis (kenapa ga “Karma” nya cokelat, bang?)  Tapi waktu gue bener-bener hayatin ni lagu, ternyata lebih sadis dari yang gue bayangin.

This song full of loneliness …

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One way or another, our karma… will leave us to face ourselves. We can look our karma in the eye or we can wait for it to sneak up on us from behind. One way or another, our karma will always find us. No matter how much we try, we can’t escape our karma. It follows us home. I guess we can’t really complain about karma. It’s not unfair; it’s not unexpected. It just evens the score …

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nggak boleh begini, nggak boleh begitu
harus apalagi, harus apalagi
kau ngomongnya ini, ku ngomongnya itu
nggak nyambung lagi, nggak nyambung lagi

[reff]
bete, bete, bete, bete, bete, bete ahhh
bete, bete ahhh
bete, bete ahhh
basi, basi, basi, basi, basi, basi lohhh
lama-lama aku bisa jadi gila
baby aku inginkan putus
baby aku tak sanggup lagi denganmu

maumu begini, mauku begitu
nggak pernah ketemu, nggak pernah ketemu
kau ngomongnya ini, ku ngomongnya itu
nggak nyambung lagi, nggak nyambung lagi

back to reff

tak pernah ketemu
nggak bakal ketemu

Dewiq

PS.

Another song yang mantap kata-katanya! Dewiq emang tau apa yang ada dipikiran para perempuan … Hayyyaaahh!!!

Anyway, pas lagi nulis ni postingan, salah satu sahabat gue nyeletuk gini .. “Eh, dodol lo mo mutusin sapa, buuuu????”

Ga ada! Seneng aja bisa bilang gitu,

“Baby, aku inginkan putus! Baby aku tak sanggup lagi denganmu!!”

Huahahahaha ….

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I missed that afternoon …

PS. I Love You, Juno …

I really missed you …

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I’m gonna remember you
You’re gonna remember me
I’m gonna remember you
You’re gonna remember me

You gonna remember me boo
I’m gonna remember you too
I can’t forget all the crazy shhh.. we used to do
You was doing too much
I wasn’t doing enough
That’s what your friends are saying
You got a man anyway
I can’t explain it neither
I ain’t never wanna leave ya
Hell ya its hard to walk away when I see ya
When I see ya I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I’ll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn’t be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can’t help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you’ve had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can’t explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we’ve moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I’m gonna remember you
You’re gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I’m gonna remember you
You’re gonna remember me)

I can’t forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you’ll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can’t
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain’t the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can’t help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I’m Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I’m kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I’m missing
Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I’m bugging
I miss you

Walk Away, Walk Away

(I’m Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she’ll never love you like I do

I can’t explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we’ve moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

(I’m gonna remember you
You’re gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away

Remember You

Paula De Anda

PS.

Tergila-gila banget sama lagu ini, dunno why! Mulai dari ngerjain transulan yang bikin mabok, ngacak-ngacak kerjaan kantor yang bikin mumet itu, atau hanya sekedar mantengin wajah-wajah yang datang dan pergi di hidup gue, poko’na mah mulai dari turn on pc sampe off this song never skipped!!

Nothing particular reason lah! (as usual, hehehe) Hanya lagu ini sedang jadi soundtrack of my life now (padahal gue sendiri bingung plus ga ngerti, mesti walk away dari siapa? ato malah karna gue memang harus walk away dari banyak orang …) Hayyaaahh!!!

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Sebenernya agak kecepeten nih ngucapinnya, karna hari ini baru tanggal 16 agustus, tapi yaaa still acceptable lah … Hehehe

Anyway, MERDEKA!!! To all …

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