Fortress of Solitude

Pernah ga, ngerasa serba salah, tengsin, malu amit-amit karna ketauan ngelakuin sesuatu yang ga seharusnya? (Btw, ini bukan tentang pelanggaran norma susila, Bos!) hehehehe … Anyway, kemarin sore, waktu anak-anak sedang khusyu’ dengan bookletnya masing2. Entah karena ngantuk, pusing, lelah, cape’ ato apalah alasannya, suddenly .. Gubrakk!!! Kursi yg aku duduki mental entah kemana, karuan aja, ruangan yg tadi sunyi senyap berubah ribut, crowded (beuh, bahagia deh mereka liat miss nya act like stupid person .. wkwkwkw!!! Puas bgt!!) ms. mira and ms. iim cuma cengengesan ga jelas, keluar kelas trs cekikikan (woiiiiii, kedengaran tauuuuu!!!!!)

Then, five minutes after that …

Gubrakkk!!! This time Brama (he was one of my student yg aku handle) made that loud sound, and sudah bisa dipastikan another laughter bergema di blue room. Dasar anak-anak, sambil membenarkan letak kursinya, dia cuma cengar cengir lalu bilang “just like what you did, miss ..” dan bloon nya, salah satu partnerku nyeletuk gini “like teacher like student …” Hayyyaaahhh!!!! Rese lo pada!! Huahahahaha

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The strands in your eyes that color them
wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I’ll be captivated
I’ll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I’ll be your crying shoulder
I’ll be love suicide
I’ll be better when I’m older
I’ll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You’re my survival, you’re my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I’ll be captivated I’ll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I’ll be your crying shoulder
I’ll be with the trappings of love
I’ll be better when I’m older
I’ll be the greatest fan of your life

I’ve been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

I’ll be your crying shoulder
I’ll be with the trappings of love
I’ll be better when I’m older
I’ll be the greatest fan of your life

Edwin McCain

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Aku memikirkanmu saat cahaya matahari berkilatan dari air laut.

Aku memikirkanmu saat cahaya rembulan berkilatan dari air kolam.

Aku melihatmu dari kejauhan jalan, dari debu-debu beterbangan dan jembatan penyebrangan yang bergetar karena penyebrang jalan.

Kamu tau??? Aku mencintaimu …

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Sedih, aku berpisah darimu

Seperti kerang yang tercabik dari cangkangnya

Aku pergi, demikian hal nya musim gugur

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Yesterday, for a long long time ago, I believe the excistance of “second chance”. I really do believe on it. Until one day …

Just couple months ago, there’s someone who asked for his second chance to me. He was begging and crying on his bended knees. Even though, his mistakes was devestated and make my heart fall to pieces, in the end I gave him what his heart desire. I forgave him and gave him his second chance. That was THE MOST STUPID decision i’ve ever made in my whole life …

Today, if you’re asking me a question, “Do you believe of a second chance?” Don’t be so shocked, if I say … “HELL NO!!!”

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What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and i can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t know why i can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that i want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t why i can’t keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t know why i can’t keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin’ to prove and
It’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t why i can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

Lifehouse

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even tiap hari ke kantor, but lately I just realize that ..

“I never seen chiro anymore ..”

And suddenly, I felt .. GOSH!!! I miss chiro a lot.

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“How much your love for me?”

Ingatkah kamu pernah tanyakan itu padaku, senja itu …

Sampai kapanpun jawabanku akan tetap sama ..

“Like clouds at the sky, even sometimes you can’t see it, but it still remains .. Forever”

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Biar bintang tak datang ku yakin hatiku hanyalah untukmu

Biar bintang menghilang ku sampaikan salam sayangku untukmu

- Lingua, Bintang -

BAH, another BAH, and another f***k BAH …

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There is no one left in the world

that I could hold on to

There is feeling no one left to hold

There is only you

I love you more than I could say

I want you just believe

- The Cure, Trust -

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